{ Read Birth Story Part 1: Delivery here. } After DH left the OR, he called my dad to let…
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Vacillations
Last night, DH asked me how I’m feeling — as in, what does this pregnancy feel like? I told him…
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The Last Domino Played Was the First to Fall
It’s Saturday. Not since October 5th have I sighed in such a way. Each Saturday brought with it a smarting…
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The Grand Canyon
March 2011 was the first time I visited the Grand Canyon. How different life was back then. Only six weeks…
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Protected: Letters I
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Painful Phantom Period: Instinct or Paranoia?
It’s been almost 12 weeks since I had my D&C and my period still hasn’t returned. I’m getting quite worried…
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Better Days
There she was: slightly ahead of me, a tall, slender woman, about 35, ambling towards the book fair cashiers. Her turquoise…
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Grief Reaction
For the first time since this ordeal began, I don’t know what to write. How was my day? Well, pretty…
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First Milestone Date
Today marks the first milestone date: precisely one month or four weeks ago today I stared at the ultrasound screen…
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Should Have
I should have been 12 weeks’ pregnant today. I should have been getting ready to share our good news. I…
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