A year ago tonight, I was in floods of tears, labelling our daughter’s clothes for her first ever day at…
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FET, Migraine, and Photos
It’s a cool day in San Diego, thanks to the overcast skies. I’ve been longing for this weather for months,…
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Parenting After Infertility
“Making the decision to have a child – it is momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart…
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18 Weeks / Anatomy Scan
I’m trying to remain calm. Oh so calm. But I’m teetering on the edge of freaking out. I’ll start with…
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Protected: Telling
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Eight Weeks
I realise I took in a lot of details as we walked from the car to the clinic yesterday. The…
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Vacillations
Last night, DH asked me how I’m feeling — as in, what does this pregnancy feel like? I told him…
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DEIVF Roller Coaster
I’m worn out. It’s 2:15pm and I am still in my pyjamas. Today could have been if not the day…
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My Frustration Levels Have Gone Through the Roof
Friday February 14th: [Nellie] has approx. 40 follicles with her top 5 now measuring 12-24mm. Her estradiol is 1594 which…
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The Last Domino Played Was the First to Fall
It’s Saturday. Not since October 5th have I sighed in such a way. Each Saturday brought with it a smarting…
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