It was five years ago today that I took a pregnancy test for the first time and saw a second…
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disappointment
Tschin-tschin up…
The shittiest week in a long time is, I hope, over. To recap, this is the pile of shit that’s…
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Cycle Cancelled. !@#$
I’m all sorts of mixed up. Not sure where to begin with this one. I will probably be all over…
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Unmedicated FET Cycle Begins — Or Doesn’t…
I had my FET baseline ultrasound yesterday. Or, not quite. Read on… A Quick Recap August / September I was…
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Preparing for a Caesarean
I still have a few more boxes to unpack, stuff to sort out, pictures to hang, on top of taking…
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22 Weeks
I saw my OB, Dr. D, for my monthly check up this morning. It’s the first time I’ve seen her…
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My Frustration Levels Have Gone Through the Roof
Friday February 14th: [Nellie] has approx. 40 follicles with her top 5 now measuring 12-24mm. Her estradiol is 1594 which…
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Mood and Calendar Shift
This morning’s third ultrasound appointment was okay. We had lots of questions, and although we have been reassured that things…
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Blinded by Unfairness
“My Perfect Donor” was matched over the weekend to another couple who doesn’t want to share her cycle with us,…
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Hope
August 19th is the Day of Hope in the baby loss community, and that includes tiny babies lost in miscarriage. …
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