The weekend was cold and bright, and the darkness has settled in ahead of the shortest day of the year….
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Rainbows & Unicorns: Light of My Life
My latest post on parenting after loss and infertility was published today on the Rainbows & Unicorns blog. One of…
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February 26th Confessional
Two years ago today, it was confirmed Mizuko Bean had died inside me. One year ago today, two little dots…
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Vacillations
Last night, DH asked me how I’m feeling — as in, what does this pregnancy feel like? I told him…
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The Last Domino Played Was the First to Fall
It’s Saturday. Not since October 5th have I sighed in such a way. Each Saturday brought with it a smarting…
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Protected: The Ugliness of Grief
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Crossroads and Superstition
What do making a career change and making a baby have in common? Both paths are bumpy, with no guarantees,…
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We’re Fucked
My AMH levels came back at 0.17. According to the lab who tested my blood, these are standard levels for…
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Protected: Give & Take: The Rhythm of Acceptance
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Five Months On
Five months ago today I had my first ultrasound in which I saw that my Mizuko Bean had stopped growing….
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