It was five years ago today that I took a pregnancy test for the first time and saw a second…
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self-compassion
Tschin-tschin up…
The shittiest week in a long time is, I hope, over. To recap, this is the pile of shit that’s…
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Setbacks
I am really upset. About lots of things. Our FET won’t be happening next month because the SHG is happening…
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Surrendering
Before giving birth to me, my mother was pregnant with another baby. She had a miscarriage, and that person wasn’t…
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Overwhelmed
I have a strong, healthy, and easygoing baby and an abundance of milk. Life should be plain sailing, amiright? But…
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Preparing for a Caesarean
I still have a few more boxes to unpack, stuff to sort out, pictures to hang, on top of taking…
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Conversations
We’re in our new place. Despite not being able to lift anything, I’ve still had my work cut out for…
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22 Weeks
I saw my OB, Dr. D, for my monthly check up this morning. It’s the first time I’ve seen her…
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Dear Three & Four
Dear Three and Four, I first saw you in a photo as fully-hatched six-day-old embryos. The last time I saw…
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Vacillations
Last night, DH asked me how I’m feeling — as in, what does this pregnancy feel like? I told him…
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