For the first time since this ordeal began, I don’t know what to write. How was my day? Well, pretty…
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friendship
First Milestone Date
Today marks the first milestone date: precisely one month or four weeks ago today I stared at the ultrasound screen…
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A Brighter Day
Today was a brighter day than others have been recently. Like an unwanted shadow, Grief is never far from my…
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Living on the Edge… Of Panic
It’s a cool evening after a warm day in San Diego, and the open window lets in a hesitant breeze. …
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Wisdom in a Friend’s Note
A friend of mine wrote me this message. I worry so much that I will never get pregnant again, or…
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Finding Jizō, Part II
Miscarriage seems to be something people don’t really talk about. The grieving period is private, personal, not really discussed. After I…
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D to the C: Dilation & Curettage
My experience of having a D&C was very positive. The pre-op visit the day before surgery had prepared me: don’t…
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What I Am Learning From My Miscarriage
(Yesterday I didn’t post because it was D-[&C] Day and I ended up having a general anaesthetic. It went very…
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More Gratitude
Thich Nhat Hahn wrote, A real love letter is made of insight, understanding, and compassion. Otherwise it is not a…
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