The weekend was cold and bright, and the darkness has settled in ahead of the shortest day of the year….
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22 Weeks
I saw my OB, Dr. D, for my monthly check up this morning. It’s the first time I’ve seen her…
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18 Weeks / Anatomy Scan
I’m trying to remain calm. Oh so calm. But I’m teetering on the edge of freaking out. I’ll start with…
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Protected: Feeling Worthless
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My Frustration Levels Have Gone Through the Roof
Friday February 14th: [Nellie] has approx. 40 follicles with her top 5 now measuring 12-24mm. Her estradiol is 1594 which…
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Protected: The Ugliness of Grief
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The Grand Canyon
March 2011 was the first time I visited the Grand Canyon. How different life was back then. Only six weeks…
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Mock Cycle: Week 3
I had my fourth and final mock cycle ultrasound on Friday. It didn’t go so well. After being on an…
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Protected: Suffocating
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Don’t Look Down
The frightening thing about being part of the pregnancy loss and infertility community is you are aware of all the…
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