I saw my OB, Dr. D, for my monthly check up this morning. It’s the first time I’ve seen her…
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sadness
Protected: My Secret Roller Coaster
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Dear Three & Four
Dear Three and Four, I first saw you in a photo as fully-hatched six-day-old embryos. The last time I saw…
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Vacillations
Last night, DH asked me how I’m feeling — as in, what does this pregnancy feel like? I told him…
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Don’t Look Down
The frightening thing about being part of the pregnancy loss and infertility community is you are aware of all the…
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Letting Go of the Genetic Child
A week ago, my period arrived 4-5 days early for the second month running — an alarming luteal phase of…
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Wings And A Prayer
[Trigger warning: photo at the end of this post.] Today was the day that P-SIL became just SIL again: at…
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Cloud Zero
And today I’m feeling sad again. I didn’t think that my grief was done with, but I am surprised it…
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Reset
Another wave, another crest, Another arrow through my breast. Feelings tumble with nowhere to go — I crumble and stumble,…
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Protected: Heal Thy Self / Healthy Self
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