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heartache
To TTC or not to TTC, that is the question…
I long more than anything to be a mother. Truthfully, it’s the only thing I ever wanted to be, growing…
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Relentless
I’m escaping to Los Angeles for the night to see a friend who is driving down from San Francisco. It’ll…
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More Tests
I am back from the doctor’s. Dr. D, the woman who performed my D&C, examined me and said everything looks…
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Fear and Self-Loathing in San Diego
M., a mindfulness-based therapist I know, recently gave me a two-sided rubber bracelet that says self-compassion it inside and out. …
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Butterfly
Vivir con miedo es como vivir en medias ~ Spanish Proverb I’ve been conquering some fears recently — or trying…
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Darkness and Light
Years ago, one of my high school teachers stated that people don’t create art when they’re happy. “When people are…
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Saturdays are Sadder Days
I would have been 17 weeks today, and this makes me sad. More significantly, it has been 8 weeks and…
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Appropriate Grief Response
During my pregnancy loss counselling session last week, I was told that pregnancy loss grief intensity is not proportional to…
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…One Step Back
I learned a few weeks ago that the ob/gyn clinic where I got my prenatal care offers pregnancy loss (and…
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