I should have been 12 weeks’ pregnant today. I should have been getting ready to share our good news. I…
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Gratitude
It was two weeks ago today that I found out there was a problem with my pregnancy. I am still…
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Finding Jizō, Part I
There’s a reason the imagery of a pebble came to me the other day when I was trying to deal…
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Furious and Terrified
I am furious and terrified. I can’t cry, try as I might. The pebble imagery isn’t working today and my…
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Saying Goodbye
On Tuesday I was told that I needed to wait a whole week for a second ultrasound — a week! …
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