It’s a cool evening after a warm day in San Diego, and the open window lets in a hesitant breeze. …
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Thoughts
Wisdom in a Friend’s Note
A friend of mine wrote me this message. I worry so much that I will never get pregnant again, or…
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Finding Jizō, Part II
Miscarriage seems to be something people don’t really talk about. The grieving period is private, personal, not really discussed. After I…
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Struggling Against the Tide
Today was the lowest day yet. For a long time, I couldn’t get out of bed, even if I wanted…
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Pain
I find physical pain easier to deal with than emotional pain. Even when physical pain takes over your body and…
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Ten Five Thirteen
The beach pebble sinking through dark waters I am plummeting slowly, silently, discreetly, like the thing I missed Open hands,…
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