We’re in our new place. Despite not being able to lift anything, I’ve still had my work cut out for…
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healing
17 Weeks: A Jumble of Thoughts
It’s uncanny how sharing one’s woes can sometimes help a situation. Two days after the meltdown in my last post,…
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Vacillations
Last night, DH asked me how I’m feeling — as in, what does this pregnancy feel like? I told him…
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The Last Domino Played Was the First to Fall
It’s Saturday. Not since October 5th have I sighed in such a way. Each Saturday brought with it a smarting…
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The Grand Canyon
March 2011 was the first time I visited the Grand Canyon. How different life was back then. Only six weeks…
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A Poem: From Then to Maternity?
At the beginning of the year few people acknowledged the loss that tore me apart Why, oh why, oh why?…
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Protected: An Important Lesson
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Flags of a Different Colour
A few weeks ago I dreamt I was one half of a lesbian couple who was trying to get pregnant…
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Letting Go of the Genetic Child
A week ago, my period arrived 4-5 days early for the second month running — an alarming luteal phase of…
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The Acupuncturist
I couldn’t stop crying Monday. My old fears of a missed miscarriage resurfaced with my body telling me I was pregnant…
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