I should have been 10 weeks today. Instead, I am having a miscarriage. The Misoprostol finally kicked in last night…
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Miscarriage
Dates
I thought about leaving the envelope, unopened, on the counter. I knew what was inside: the first doctor’s bill —…
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Grief
To become healthy again, it is important to permit all feelings to surface. To repress them hurts you, body and…
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Finding Jizō, Part I
There’s a reason the imagery of a pebble came to me the other day when I was trying to deal…
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Babybook: Owning My Envy
I am taking a break from Facebook, aka Babybook. It seems all it’s good for the past few years is…
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Furious and Terrified
I am furious and terrified. I can’t cry, try as I might. The pebble imagery isn’t working today and my…
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